why are you so damn cold?
kas vinja taada ir
kas liek tev aizskatiities kad smaidu
kas liek tev smaidiit kad skumstu
kas liek tev par mani aizmirst
kad tu man esi visvairaak vajadziigs?
kapeec tu neredzi, ka skumstu?
kapeec tu nesaproti, ka atstaat mani vienu
ir atstaat mani liktena varaa
es veeljoprojaam staavu lietuu
viena
man likaas ka tu mani paneemi sev liidzi
patiesiibaa iedevi tikai caurumainu lietussargu
zibenjo
ir auksti.
shis sals naakt no mutes tavas.
es vareetu aiziet
bet esmu tev piesieta saitiitee
sirdij
luudzu sadzirdi kliedzienus manus
nevis kaadas citas chukstus
esmu egoiste un meeginu tevi ieguut tikai sev
es to loti labi apzinos
bet tu ilgi nepaliec
neviens nepaliek
tu esi kaa ziema
kas atnaak un liek iemiileeties
tomeer
ja tu paaraak stipri sho balto briinumu tureesi savaas rokaas
tas izkusiis
un nekad vairs neatgrieziisies.
luudzu atgriezies.
man salst tava vienaldziiba.
man salst tavi vaardi.
man salst tavi apskaavieni.
tu esi atsveshinaajies ....
.. vai vienkaarshi es sevi pazaudeeju aciis tavaas.
bet es arii gribu dziivot.
ar tevi
vienaa laikaa
un telpaa
vienaa sirdii
un elpaa
es gribu buut tu
balts briinums.
kas tavu skatienu tik loti saista taalees zilajaas?
kapeec tava sirds pukst tik klusi?
kur
tu
esi
?
otrdiena, 2010. gada 25. maijs
svētdiena, 2010. gada 23. maijs
IZRAKUMS
ghawd man ir tik daudz ko teikt, bet tik maz laika .. tik daudz skichu, ko jums paraadiit un pieprasiit kritiku, bet tik mazs skeneris .. well .. eh .. mja.
kkur izraku skaistu dzeju ..
(copy + paste)
NEVER
Never say I Love You
If you don't really care
Never talk of feelings
If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand
If you mean to break my heart
Never say forever
If you ever plan to part
Never look into my eyes
If you are telling me a lie
Never say hello
If you think you'll say goodbye
Never say that I'm THE one
If you dream of more than me
Never lock up my heart
If you don't have the key
bawwwww so sweet .. raknaajos pa savu mapiiti un atradu sho .. tikai interesanti, no kurienes to izkopeeju ^^
lab, lai nu kaa ..
tuvojas skolaa briesmiigaas skates .. JAU SHO OTRDIEN D::::: tapeec tagad chakareejos ar to, ko man vajadzeeja izdariit visa semestra laikaa .. ceru, ka ar shiem suudiniem izvilkshu pozitiivu atziimi -_-;;; kretiiniskie gleznoshanas maajasdarbi ..
un peec tam veel pleneers mezha viduu kopaa ar odiem x_X
un nuvissliktaakais -
VAKAR es pirmo reizi nopeldeejos juuraa shajaa gadaa, peec tam nodzeeru kaadas vairaakas AMARETTO glaaziites, sarijos shokolaadi .. mm un veel saulriets un neliels reibonis .. un SHODIEN mani nomoka kaklasaapes, balss zudums, nelaba duusha + skolas darbi .. es juutos nozeelojami ..
FUCK UN VEEL RIIT IR EKSAAMENS KOMPOZIICIJAAAAAAAAA ;n;
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
cerams ka neizgaaziishos ..
..meh.
sorry for this boring rant.
un nu, sagaidiet shiis nedeelas laikaa dazus postus ar ziimeejumiem. ES APNEMOS TO IZDARIIT. ja neizdariishu, varat mani atspaardiit ^w^
baibai<3
kkur izraku skaistu dzeju ..
(copy + paste)
NEVER
Never say I Love You
If you don't really care
Never talk of feelings
If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand
If you mean to break my heart
Never say forever
If you ever plan to part
Never look into my eyes
If you are telling me a lie
Never say hello
If you think you'll say goodbye
Never say that I'm THE one
If you dream of more than me
Never lock up my heart
If you don't have the key
bawwwww so sweet .. raknaajos pa savu mapiiti un atradu sho .. tikai interesanti, no kurienes to izkopeeju ^^
lab, lai nu kaa ..
tuvojas skolaa briesmiigaas skates .. JAU SHO OTRDIEN D::::: tapeec tagad chakareejos ar to, ko man vajadzeeja izdariit visa semestra laikaa .. ceru, ka ar shiem suudiniem izvilkshu pozitiivu atziimi -_-;;; kretiiniskie gleznoshanas maajasdarbi ..
un peec tam veel pleneers mezha viduu kopaa ar odiem x_X
un nuvissliktaakais -
VAKAR es pirmo reizi nopeldeejos juuraa shajaa gadaa, peec tam nodzeeru kaadas vairaakas AMARETTO glaaziites, sarijos shokolaadi .. mm un veel saulriets un neliels reibonis .. un SHODIEN mani nomoka kaklasaapes, balss zudums, nelaba duusha + skolas darbi .. es juutos nozeelojami ..
FUCK UN VEEL RIIT IR EKSAAMENS KOMPOZIICIJAAAAAAAAA ;n;
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
cerams ka neizgaaziishos ..
..meh.
sorry for this boring rant.
un nu, sagaidiet shiis nedeelas laikaa dazus postus ar ziimeejumiem. ES APNEMOS TO IZDARIIT. ja neizdariishu, varat mani atspaardiit ^w^
baibai<3
piektdiena, 2010. gada 19. marts
SICKNESS
SURPRISE!! I'M ILL ONCE AGAIN!!
And sick right for the tests~
i'm unhappy.
REALLY UNHAPPY.
WHY YOU ASK?
it should be nice being sick and not going to school, lying lazy in your bed with your PC ..
BUT IT'S NOT.
#1- WHILE I'M SICK I WON'T SEE MY DAAAAAARLIIIN~ .. TTnTT
#2- I FUCKIN HATE MEDICINE ..
#3- my family members are gonna make me feel like in HELL .. no lying in bed, no internet, NO TV
#4- I already miss him
#5- MEDICINE .. it sucks.
#6- school is pretty much fun, I'll miss my friends (through I don't have many, but these few special people make my everyday full of joy)
#7- I WANT TO SEE HIM. HUG HIM.
#8- well .. late for tests .. that means - AFTER HOURS WHEN I'LL BE BACK AT SCHOOL
#9- I really hate sitting home. I REALLY HATE IT. why .. WHY ..
#10 - WAAAAAAAAAH I MISS U
so .. here's a photo of all my medicines/drugs I have to take 3x a day. That really sucks
NINE DIFFERENT STUFF 3 TIMES A DAY .. hopefully my throat will heal soon ...
AND NOW SOME GOOD NEWS
I DECIDED TO SHOW YOU SOME STUFF I DO AT SCHOOL - DRAWING LESSONS ..
this is a sketch of David's head.
Done in about 1,5 hours .. (one lesson is 40 minutes, drew it in two)
soo .. this is kind of a result .. probably ..
sorry for the bad quality. hopefully you'll see something .. XD
meh .. I could do better .. I just don't try anymore .. =_=
i'm sleepy.
no.
I'm tired.
but i don't want to sleep ..
it looks like online manga waits for me~
bai bai
thanks for your attention<333
PS
HERE'S A JOKE FOR YOU GUYS
-Hey grandpa, the spring has come!
-what, what did you say?
-THE SPRING HAS COME!
-WHAAT?
-THE SPRING!!
-WHAAAAAAT?????
-gosh, CAT'S ARE FUCKING!
-ohoho~ probably the spring has come ..
(my grammar suckz ballz of steel)
And sick right for the tests~
i'm unhappy.
REALLY UNHAPPY.
WHY YOU ASK?
it should be nice being sick and not going to school, lying lazy in your bed with your PC ..
BUT IT'S NOT.
#1- WHILE I'M SICK I WON'T SEE MY DAAAAAARLIIIN~ .. TTnTT
#2- I FUCKIN HATE MEDICINE ..
#3- my family members are gonna make me feel like in HELL .. no lying in bed, no internet, NO TV
#4- I already miss him
#5- MEDICINE .. it sucks.
#6- school is pretty much fun, I'll miss my friends (through I don't have many, but these few special people make my everyday full of joy)
#7- I WANT TO SEE HIM. HUG HIM.
#8- well .. late for tests .. that means - AFTER HOURS WHEN I'LL BE BACK AT SCHOOL
#9- I really hate sitting home. I REALLY HATE IT. why .. WHY ..
#10 - WAAAAAAAAAH I MISS U
so .. here's a photo of all my medicines/drugs I have to take 3x a day. That really sucks
NINE DIFFERENT STUFF 3 TIMES A DAY .. hopefully my throat will heal soon ...
AND NOW SOME GOOD NEWS
I DECIDED TO SHOW YOU SOME STUFF I DO AT SCHOOL - DRAWING LESSONS ..
this is a sketch of David's head.
Done in about 1,5 hours .. (one lesson is 40 minutes, drew it in two)
soo .. this is kind of a result .. probably ..
sorry for the bad quality. hopefully you'll see something .. XD
meh .. I could do better .. I just don't try anymore .. =_=
i'm sleepy.
no.
I'm tired.
but i don't want to sleep ..
it looks like online manga waits for me~
bai bai
thanks for your attention<333
PS
HERE'S A JOKE FOR YOU GUYS
-Hey grandpa, the spring has come!
-what, what did you say?
-THE SPRING HAS COME!
-WHAAT?
-THE SPRING!!
-WHAAAAAAT?????
-gosh, CAT'S ARE FUCKING!
-ohoho~ probably the spring has come ..
(my grammar suckz ballz of steel)
sestdiena, 2010. gada 13. marts
Alice Alice
yesterday, I finally saw Alice in Wonderland 3D
SOME RANT/CRITICS
well first minutes after the movie I thought that this is definitely be my new favorite movie of the month .. well .. but there are some things i disliked.
Characters 10/10
Design-of-everything 9,5/10 (well some epic stuff ..)
Actor play 9/10 (Anna Hathaway ruined everything)
Idea 8,5/10
Story line 6,5/10 ...
why ..? IT WAS TOO EPIC.
Seriously, Tim Burton, I think you could do better .. MUCH BETTER.
Before I went to see the movie, I tried to avoid all the spoilers and stuff that could tell me something about the movie itself .. So I went without any idea about it (actually I thought it's gonna be the original story made more interesting and blablabla) .. But it was a "TO BE CONTINUED" of the "Alice in Wonderland" children book .. and it was worse than expected. Evil Red Queen versus Good White Queen?.. The mighty dragon?.. A KNIGHT WHO SAVES EVERYONE? oh come on. They ruined the idea of the original story. TIM BURTON WHY DID YOU DO THAAAAAAAAAT..!! well, at least that movie saved me from my art-block while drawing Red Queen and Mad Hatter .. and it made me smile .. and that cute cheshire cat .. and I had fun with my friends .. and that cute cheshire cat .. and effects were pretty good .. AND THAT CUTE CHESHIRE CAT .. :3
In few words - It was pretty good. And I don't regret that I went to see it.
TOTAL 8,5/10
(sorry, I'm an ass judging this movie, but I really wanted to .. here you have a cookie if you read it *gives a cookie to every reader* .. hopefully somebody read this .. or else these cookies will be wasted .. )
and now some fan-sketches .. drew an hour after the movie while going home by train .. just a fast made crap, so please don't critique it too much, I know it's ugly .. bwah
THANKS FOR PAYING YOUR ATTENTION! <333
SOME RANT/CRITICS
well first minutes after the movie I thought that this is definitely be my new favorite movie of the month .. well .. but there are some things i disliked.
Characters 10/10
Design-of-everything 9,5/10 (well some epic stuff ..)
Actor play 9/10 (Anna Hathaway ruined everything)
Idea 8,5/10
Story line 6,5/10 ...
why ..? IT WAS TOO EPIC.
Seriously, Tim Burton, I think you could do better .. MUCH BETTER.
Before I went to see the movie, I tried to avoid all the spoilers and stuff that could tell me something about the movie itself .. So I went without any idea about it (actually I thought it's gonna be the original story made more interesting and blablabla) .. But it was a "TO BE CONTINUED" of the "Alice in Wonderland" children book .. and it was worse than expected. Evil Red Queen versus Good White Queen?.. The mighty dragon?.. A KNIGHT WHO SAVES EVERYONE? oh come on. They ruined the idea of the original story. TIM BURTON WHY DID YOU DO THAAAAAAAAAT..!! well, at least that movie saved me from my art-block while drawing Red Queen and Mad Hatter .. and it made me smile .. and that cute cheshire cat .. and I had fun with my friends .. and that cute cheshire cat .. and effects were pretty good .. AND THAT CUTE CHESHIRE CAT .. :3
In few words - It was pretty good. And I don't regret that I went to see it.
TOTAL 8,5/10
(sorry, I'm an ass judging this movie, but I really wanted to .. here you have a cookie if you read it *gives a cookie to every reader* .. hopefully somebody read this .. or else these cookies will be wasted .. )
and now some fan-sketches .. drew an hour after the movie while going home by train .. just a fast made crap, so please don't critique it too much, I know it's ugly .. bwah
THANKS FOR PAYING YOUR ATTENTION! <333
svētdiena, 2010. gada 31. janvāris
OTRAIS IERAKSTS
WHY HELLO
iipash sveicies SUSIM *glomp*
oh god .. I searched for that button "add a new journal" for about ten minutes .. =_=
so .. actually all I wanted to say - I F*CKING LOVE WINTER, I ENJOY IT 100000% MORE THAN LAST YEAR
why you ask?
CAUSE THERE IS 1 METER SNOW!!!!! KYAAAAAH
sum pictures
ohh beautiful sea ...
AND THIS IS HOW THE TREES LOOK LIKE! <333
and that's me standing on a little (about meter high) ice hill .. the sun shines bright and everything sparkles just like in some super-cute shiny dreams (oh oh horrible sparkles .. my eyes are still in pain)
and this is a pretty weird picture .. well .. um .. IDK .
parasti vasaraa sheit ir uudens .. un neviens so lielo pusmetra dzilo sniega lauku nav izstaigaajis .. tas izskatiijaas tik magiski skaisti - viss balts, un NEVIENAS peedas! ahh kaads kaifs bija to visu izbojaat ar savaam kaajaam XD
visdiivainaakaa bija sajuuta, pa to staigaajot un iedomaajoties, ka parasti te ir uudens .. pats labaakais - viss ir aizsalis liidz pat 3. seeklim! vasaraa ar mokaam aizkuljos savaa suniskajaa peldeesanas stilaa, bet te - aizcaapoju un pie pashas malas (kas ir diezgan biistami, un kops peedeejaas reizes sodien, kad uzkaapu un viena gabala, un tas saaka krakskeet .. labi, ka aiz baileem lecu uz atpakalju, savaadaak buutu nogrimusi uudenii!!) .. un staavot uz malas bija skaidri redzams, cik DZILSH uudens zem kaajaam patieiibaa .. biedeejoshie kontrasti - gaish sniegs, un tumsh dziljsh juuuurs ... boo hoo
un nu peedeejaa bilde ...
TA DAAAAH
I LOVE YOU, WINTER AND SNOW, THE SEA AND SKY!!!!!
(do you see that little heart I made? .. It's for my beloved sea .. and snow .. and paramour .. lalala XD )
ok ok I'll shut up...
I FEEL BETTER THAN EVER. SERIOUSLY. last two weeks I was ill, and not seeing the sky made me pretty depressive .. BUT NOW I'M PLEASED THAT I CAN LIVE, GLAD ABOUT MY EXISTENCE AND I'D FEEL PITTY IF I DIED NOW. life can be wonderful as well!!
I'm still listening to Múm and wondering, why do I even like them so much ..? ... eh.
one more thing - last two nights, my BFF DRAATULE stayed at my place .. it was fun ^^
through I think none of you is interested in stuff we did XD that's why I'll keep my mouth shut.
AND THANKS TO HER I drew four ridiculous comics .. and maybe someday when my scanner finally will be fixed, I'll update them here~
hopefully you all have a great winter mood, if not, *hug*, CHEERS
have fun everyone, cuz life is short! and we have to enjoy it to the end!!
bai bai <33333
iipash sveicies SUSIM *glomp*
oh god .. I searched for that button "add a new journal" for about ten minutes .. =_=
so .. actually all I wanted to say - I F*CKING LOVE WINTER, I ENJOY IT 100000% MORE THAN LAST YEAR
why you ask?
CAUSE THERE IS 1 METER SNOW!!!!! KYAAAAAH
sum pictures
ohh beautiful sea ...
AND THIS IS HOW THE TREES LOOK LIKE! <333
and that's me standing on a little (about meter high) ice hill .. the sun shines bright and everything sparkles just like in some super-cute shiny dreams (oh oh horrible sparkles .. my eyes are still in pain)
and this is a pretty weird picture .. well .. um .. IDK .
parasti vasaraa sheit ir uudens .. un neviens so lielo pusmetra dzilo sniega lauku nav izstaigaajis .. tas izskatiijaas tik magiski skaisti - viss balts, un NEVIENAS peedas! ahh kaads kaifs bija to visu izbojaat ar savaam kaajaam XD
visdiivainaakaa bija sajuuta, pa to staigaajot un iedomaajoties, ka parasti te ir uudens .. pats labaakais - viss ir aizsalis liidz pat 3. seeklim! vasaraa ar mokaam aizkuljos savaa suniskajaa peldeesanas stilaa, bet te - aizcaapoju un pie pashas malas (kas ir diezgan biistami, un kops peedeejaas reizes sodien, kad uzkaapu un viena gabala, un tas saaka krakskeet .. labi, ka aiz baileem lecu uz atpakalju, savaadaak buutu nogrimusi uudenii!!) .. un staavot uz malas bija skaidri redzams, cik DZILSH uudens zem kaajaam patieiibaa .. biedeejoshie kontrasti - gaish sniegs, un tumsh dziljsh juuuurs ... boo hoo
un nu peedeejaa bilde ...
TA DAAAAH
I LOVE YOU, WINTER AND SNOW, THE SEA AND SKY!!!!!
(do you see that little heart I made? .. It's for my beloved sea .. and snow .. and paramour .. lalala XD )
ok ok I'll shut up...
I FEEL BETTER THAN EVER. SERIOUSLY. last two weeks I was ill, and not seeing the sky made me pretty depressive .. BUT NOW I'M PLEASED THAT I CAN LIVE, GLAD ABOUT MY EXISTENCE AND I'D FEEL PITTY IF I DIED NOW. life can be wonderful as well!!
I'm still listening to Múm and wondering, why do I even like them so much ..? ... eh.
one more thing - last two nights, my BFF DRAATULE stayed at my place .. it was fun ^^
through I think none of you is interested in stuff we did XD that's why I'll keep my mouth shut.
AND THANKS TO HER I drew four ridiculous comics .. and maybe someday when my scanner finally will be fixed, I'll update them here~
hopefully you all have a great winter mood, if not, *hug*, CHEERS
have fun everyone, cuz life is short! and we have to enjoy it to the end!!
bai bai <33333
pirmdiena, 2010. gada 11. janvāris
PIRMAIS IERAKSTS
hm .. izskataas, ka te nu es esmu .. un vainiiga ir Anete, jo es bez vinjas skiciitreem nevaru neko .. mja. VINJA I VAINIIGA.
ja kaadu interesee, te es drosvien buushu daudz biezhhaak nekaa LiveJournal, jo man tas ne iipashi iet pie sirds ..
taatad, te es arii likshu savus KOMODOCOMICS, lai cilveeki papriecaajas + var komenteet jebkursh.
loti atvainojos, ka izklausos taada nopietna un bezjeedziigi aizkaitinaata, vai veel sazin kaa, man vnk sodien pa dienu bija paaraak daudz pozitiivo emociju, tapeec tagad es pat pasmaidiit nevaru. oh, un izraadiijaas, ka man patiik DDR .. wow .. jaunatklaajums ..
so .. ja kaadu interesee .. varat palasiit manus turpmaakos zurnaalinjus, kas visticamaak buus garlaiciigi, bet tomeer .. man loti gribeetos to visu kkur kkad kkaa uzrakstiit, taa, sev .. so .. have fun <333
aa, un tas komiksins .. kaadu meenesi pastaaveejis, navc taa pirmaa svaiguma .. bet gan jau ar laiku, kad slinkums kaut cik samazinaasies, gan jau arii svaigaakos redzeesiet ^^
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