haha i'm dead

FUCK YES YOU LOOK AWESOME SOOOOO FRIKKIN HOOOOT

k i'm just bored. no inspiration. lately all i do is helping out in the garden, eat, sleep, sunbathing, sleep, swimming, eating and sleeping. I WANT TO DRAW BUT I HAVE NO INSPIRATION AND MY HAND THINKS ON IT'S OWN!!!!! GAAAAAAAH THESE HOT DAYS ARE SO HATEFUL!!

well, but i'm really happy that my friends will come to me tomorrow's tomorrow haha lack of words ..

k .. some more news ..
LAST WEEK I'VE BEEN READING A QUITE INTERESTING MANGA ! i can't tell it's good, cuz it's beginning is horrible, and, if you can stand this torture, in the middle there's gonna be a lots of laughing parts that are funny and ARE NOT. but the end .. IT'S AMAZING. I really never thought that this piece of .... will be THAT interesting, THAT AWESOME!! It really makes me think about my future, past and stuff i wished would happen .. CAN'T WAIT FOR >>GRANDE FINALE<< !!!!! IT MUST BE SUPERSPECIALAWESOME!! or else this world will end. it'll end on august 28th. IT WILL HOHOHOHOHUHUHUHU
so .. it's called MIRAI NIKKI
IF SOMEONE'S INTERESTED, YOU CAN FIND IT ON MANGAFOX.COM/


wishing you all sweet dreams-
FUNNY GUY AND I.

i'm the one who says "bam" at right, don't ask me who are the rest three. dunno.

LIIIIIGO LIIIIIIGO~~~

OOOO! SOMETHING GREAT HAPPENED!!
WOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO AHAHAHAHAHAAAAA HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHUHUHUHHUHUHUHUHUHHUHHHHUUUUUUUWAHAHAHAHAHAHA *villain laughter*

esmu tik drausmiigi prieciiga .. kapeec? .. JO BEIDZOT LIIGO UN JAANJUS SVINEEESHU AARPUS MAAJAS .. (esmu tik veca .. un peedeejos 16 gadus noseedeeju maajaas keediitee, un nu, beidzot, 17., vareeshu nosvineet ar labaakajiem draugiem uz pasaules .. paaris kilometrus no Igaunijas robezhas.. HAH) lai nu kaa, nevaru vien sagaidiit riidienu .. vieniigais, peec kaa iipashi neilgojos, ir chetru stundu brauciens ar autobusu. -_-
ceru, ka man slikti nepaliks.

esmu loti paarsteigta, ka mani tomeer palaida, jo veel neesmu liidz galam izveselojusies .. SHHHHHHHH tikai nesakiet to vecaakiem. ;)

hahahaaaa .... man naak miegs.
Tikko ar maati pabeidzaam taisiit jaanju sieru. ceru, ka Jaaaaanim garshos <3

ieshu tuuliit kraameet somu, un atpakal buushu tikai 25. juunija vakaraa YAYZ (vareetu arii ilgaak tur palikt .. bet labaak nemt kas ir, nekaa prasiit paaraak daudz, un nedabuut neko ..)

hOOOOOOOrrrAAAAAAYYYYYY

LAI JUMS JAUKI JAANJI! IZLIIGOJATIES TAA KAARTIIGI! neDZERAT! >w<

YO-TSU-BA

WOOHOO MAN TAADA SAJUUTA, KA SHO VASAR PIESPAMOSHU JUUSU BLOGGERA PATKASTIITIES GANDRIIZ KATRU NEDEELJU >w<

taa .. some awesome manga (some of you might know) YOTSUBA!!!!

gaah adorable <3
vairs nekaadas valodu mainjas, atvainojos.

taatad taa.
neliels spoilers ...
UNIKAALAS SEJASIZTEIKSMES, RANDOM STAASTI PAR VINJAS (mazas meiteniites, kurai ir 5 gadi, vinjas vaards ir Yotsuba) IKDIENU, KAS, PROTAMS, IR AARKAARTIIGI AMIZANTI .. kas veel .. hm .. vairaak vai mazaak viss ^^;

~~LIELAAKIE PLUSI (manupraat)~~
*viegli un aatri lasaams (dazreiz man rodas probleemas lasot mangas, ja tur paaraak daudz teksta .. tapeec YOTSUBA ir vnk perfekta man!)
*pilna ar bezjeedziigiem jocinjiem, kas tieshaam IR smiekliigi! gan taadi, kas dziivee nenotiktu, gan taadi, kas ir redzami ikdienas .. tomeer bija un paliek smiekliigi vienmeer. (tieshaam tieshaam mhmmm)
*laigan nav nekaadu pantyshots un echhi utt, ko, parasti mekleeju mangaas visvairaak .. (ahaha i'm such a perv) .. bet tie nemaz nav vajadziigi!
*kaa arii nav nekaada noteikta sizeta (kas, lielaakoties, ir loti svariigs .. bet te ir vnk ikdiena ..) un tas viss rada amizantaako staastu, ko jebkad esmu lasiijusi ^^
*un personaazhi. PERFEKTI. UNIKAALI. GENIAALI. AWESOME.

ko veel es vareetu piebilst .. AHA! PALDIES TAWRENIM, KA VINS MAN TO IETEICA! savaadaak nebuutu nemaz saakusi lasiit .. heh .. *nozeelojama sejasizteiksme*
savaa veidaa YOTSUBA man bik atgaadina "Chii's sweet home" .. tikai tur ir atteelota tikpat mazzinosha kakjiisha ikdiena .. (kawaiiiiii) un abas lieliski uzlabo garstaavokli! ~lasiet, ja gariigais ir sagaajis mazaa bruunaa chupinjaa. 99% uzlabos. ^^

DAZHAS BILDES, kas jums dos kaadu iespaidu .. cerams.



OUCH vinja dazreiz ir rupja .. nedomaajot.


paskat cik piemiiliigi vinja eed .. =//w/=

hahahahahhh

mjaa saziimee teeva seju vien ..

baw nelieciet vinjai raudaat .. nu un kas, ka markieri nevar dabuut nost .. *izpluust asaraas* ...

SHOCK! OAO

.... teicu, lai necel klausuli ..

THANKS FOR READING AND NOW GO HOME ALREADY >______>



YOTSUBA (c) Azuma Kiohiko
tiem, kas nezin, kur atrast palasiit .. (ja kaadu tas vsp ieinteresees ..)
http://www.mangafox.com/manga/yotsuba/
es lasu sheit. ^^

PS ANETE!! SHII MANGA IR KAA RADIITA TEV!!!!

NE-PERFEKTA DIENA (komiksinjsh)

TIESHI SHAADI ES TAGAD JUUTOS.
kapeec? .. naakamnedzeelj ir Liigo utt, man jaabrauc ir pie ~kaada~ uz laukiem to nosvineet utt .. BET ES SAZIN KAA SASLIMU. OH WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY (i __ i)

eh .. nesuudzeeshos. jau pietiekami daudz pesimistisku domu rinko ap praatu manu kopsh shaa riita. tapeec ..
LUUDZU PALIIDZIET MAN IZVESELOTIES, TURIET IIKSKUS PAR MANAS VESELIIBAS UZLABOSANOS, AK, CERIIBAS CERIIBAS CERIIBAS ...

es tieshaam negribu kaarteejos jaanjus pavadiit maajaas ar "agri gulosiem vecaakiem", histeeriski dzeerusho omu un braaliem, kas iid, ka "grib guleet, bet negrib guleet, jo grib sagaidiit saulleeektu, bet grib guleet" ... veel jo vairaak, ka tas noziimees, ka vareeshu shos sveetkus pavadiit ar ~~looooveeee~~ ... meh .. kapeec man ir tik laba veseliiba pirms eksaameniem, toties slikta pirms sveetkiem un priekiem ... es pat nezinu, kaa tas vareeja notikt .. vai nu pleneeraa kko sakeeru un nu tam viirusam beidzaas inkubaacijas periods, un beidzot paraadiija savu slikto pusi .. vai nu arii apslimu, kad gaaju peldeeties ledus aukstaa uudenii (lai gan saubos, ka tas vareeja notikt pa vienu nakti, jo diivaini bija arii pirms tam) ... taa ir un paliek mistika.
lab, beigshu muldeet, jo to vareetu dariit veel dikti un daudz, bet neviens to tik un taa negribees dzirdeet.. XD

ENJOY MY LIL COMIC.

tas tapa vakarnakt, izbaudot priecinjus, ko vakars sniedza.
(WARNING: TAS IR UZ AATRO UZSKRICELEETS, TAPEEC LUUDZU NEKOMENTEET TAA PANELIISHU IZVIETOJUMU, PROPORCIJAS UN KVALITAATI. veel jo vairaak nemot veeraa, ka labi neredzeeju, un naaca miegs .. kaada stunda laikam pagaaja to uzziimeejot .. TAPEEC LUUDZU NEKOMENTEET TAA MIINUSUS, JO ZINU, CIK TAS IR TRAGISKS. PALDIES PAR UZMANIIBU.)


CLICK FOR A BIGGER VIEW



ja neskaita to, ka shii melanholija mani izseko veel tagad, bet nu tomeer, vakars tieshaam bij jauks. es pilniigi apraudaajos dzirdot tavu balsi soriit. piedod, ka neko sajeedziigu nepateicu. gribeeju, bet nespeeju. eh.


CERU, KA JUMS IR JAUKA VASARA.
RAKSTIISHU DRIIZ ATKAL!

PALDIES!!!!!

STRAWBERRY~ and a 3D animation

~~~~~OOH PANTIES WITH A STRAWBERRY PATTERN~~~~~

hm man skiet, ka lielaakaa dalja jau ir dzirdeejusi par unikaali smiekliigo mangu "STARBERRY 100%" (jeb 100% ICHIGO ), Bet vai kaads vsp ir to palasiijis? HOLY CRAP ES NEVARU VIEN BEIGT SMIETIES .. tur ir tik daudz smiekliigu momentu, arii dazhi taadi, nu, tipa romantiskie, bet to ir minimaali maz, par ko esmu nu loti prieciiga ... kaa arii visi tie ecchi mirkli ir ielikti pareizajaa vietaa, pareizajaa laikaa un uzziimeets arii tiiri jauki .. SIRSNIIGI IESAKU!
lol biju saakusi lasiit pirms kaada pus/gada, domaaju, ka nu baigi kretiiniskaa, bet nebiju iedomaajusies izlasiit taalaak par 1. ch... un nu viniem ir jauns fans - es!

nedaudz par sizetu .. dzeks grib uznemt filmas, kaadu vakaru uzkaapj uz skolas jumta,"no debesiim nokriit skaista meitene" ar zemenju apakshbikseem, protams, vinja aizskrien, bet chalis grib ar vinu iepaziities lai uznemtu tipa savaa filmaa kkad ... (damn tam chalim ir diivaini fetishi) .. iisumaa viss. taalaak sizets attiistaas tik amizanti, ka nu tieshaam .. komentaaru nav ..

un nu, iepostoshu te dazhus izgriezumus, lai jums kkaads priekshtats rodas .. ^^


ahahaahaaaa lol'd so hard .. visu laiku siicis aizdomaajas paaraak daudz .. un tas rada tik geniaali smiekliigus momentus ..


un tas ir vinja perversais draugs. kopaa vini ir unikaals duo ;D


*cough* un taa ir vinju solotaaja .. kas ir bik dzeerusi .. myaa .... -_-;;;; ko es lasu?...

+ katraa chapter ir vsmz 1 panty shot, kas liek man priecaaties ^^
um
NEDOMAAJIET PAR MANI NEPAREIZI! D: lasu deel smiekliem un ziimeejumu kvalitaates, lai man buutu iespeeja iemaaciities, un likt tietaa, kad vien man vajadzees .. =_=

SHII ir viena no sliktaakajaam anotaacijam kaadu jebkad uzrakstiiju ... loti atvainojos lasiitaajiem par sho suudu. oh crap! es vareeju iepostot kkaadas bildiites ar panty shotiem TTnTT bet aizmirsu izgriezt .. nekas .. ja kaads ieseejams saaks lasiit, kas ir maz ticami, tad dabuus tos pietiekami daudz.



UN NU PAR MAZSVARIIGO SKOLU ~IISUMAA!~

es neizpildiiju nevienu maajasdarbu maakslas prieksmetos, ziimeejumi bija drausmiigi, gleznojumi atbaidoshi, kompoziicijas vsp bez komentaariem .. bet atziimes neadekvaati augstas *_* nu, ja nu vieniigi veidoshanaa .. tur es saneemu tik, cik pienaakas - 6. ^^
un nu veel kas .. shii pusgada laikaa es tipa apguvu 3D programmu MAYA .. un vienaa vakaraa uz skati sataisiiju struntiigu animaaciju .. noleemu ar jums padaliities .. XD nav skanas, ir tikai "kustiiba" ... un pedofiilistisks smaids.
ENJOY!

aukstums

why are you so damn cold?
kas vinja taada ir
kas liek tev aizskatiities kad smaidu
kas liek tev smaidiit kad skumstu
kas liek tev par mani aizmirst
kad tu man esi visvairaak vajadziigs?

kapeec tu neredzi, ka skumstu?
kapeec tu nesaproti, ka atstaat mani vienu
ir atstaat mani liktena varaa
es veeljoprojaam staavu lietuu
viena
man likaas ka tu mani paneemi sev liidzi
patiesiibaa iedevi tikai caurumainu lietussargu

zibenjo
ir auksti.
shis sals naakt no mutes tavas.

es vareetu aiziet
bet esmu tev piesieta saitiitee
sirdij


luudzu sadzirdi kliedzienus manus
nevis kaadas citas chukstus

esmu egoiste un meeginu tevi ieguut tikai sev
es to loti labi apzinos
bet tu ilgi nepaliec
neviens nepaliek
tu esi kaa ziema
kas atnaak un liek iemiileeties
tomeer
ja tu paaraak stipri sho balto briinumu tureesi savaas rokaas
tas izkusiis
un nekad vairs neatgrieziisies.

luudzu atgriezies.


man salst tava vienaldziiba.
man salst tavi vaardi.
man salst tavi apskaavieni.

tu esi atsveshinaajies ....



.. vai vienkaarshi es sevi pazaudeeju aciis tavaas.
bet es arii gribu dziivot.
ar tevi
vienaa laikaa
un telpaa
vienaa sirdii
un elpaa
es gribu buut tu
balts briinums.

kas tavu skatienu tik loti saista taalees zilajaas?
kapeec tava sirds pukst tik klusi?
kur
tu
esi
?

IZRAKUMS

ghawd man ir tik daudz ko teikt, bet tik maz laika .. tik daudz skichu, ko jums paraadiit un pieprasiit kritiku, bet tik mazs skeneris .. well .. eh .. mja.


kkur izraku skaistu dzeju ..
(copy + paste)

NEVER

Never say I Love You
If you don't really care

Never talk of feelings
If they aren't really there

Never hold my hand
If you mean to break my heart

Never say forever
If you ever plan to part

Never look into my eyes
If you are telling me a lie

Never say hello
If you think you'll say goodbye

Never say that I'm THE one
If you dream of more than me

Never lock up my heart
If you don't have the key



bawwwww so sweet .. raknaajos pa savu mapiiti un atradu sho .. tikai interesanti, no kurienes to izkopeeju ^^

lab, lai nu kaa ..
tuvojas skolaa briesmiigaas skates .. JAU SHO OTRDIEN D::::: tapeec tagad chakareejos ar to, ko man vajadzeeja izdariit visa semestra laikaa .. ceru, ka ar shiem suudiniem izvilkshu pozitiivu atziimi -_-;;; kretiiniskie gleznoshanas maajasdarbi ..

un peec tam veel pleneers mezha viduu kopaa ar odiem x_X
un nuvissliktaakais -

VAKAR es pirmo reizi nopeldeejos juuraa shajaa gadaa, peec tam nodzeeru kaadas vairaakas AMARETTO glaaziites, sarijos shokolaadi .. mm un veel saulriets un neliels reibonis .. un SHODIEN mani nomoka kaklasaapes, balss zudums, nelaba duusha + skolas darbi .. es juutos nozeelojami ..

FUCK UN VEEL RIIT IR EKSAAMENS KOMPOZIICIJAAAAAAAAA ;n;
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

cerams ka neizgaaziishos ..


..meh.
sorry for this boring rant.

un nu, sagaidiet shiis nedeelas laikaa dazus postus ar ziimeejumiem. ES APNEMOS TO IZDARIIT. ja neizdariishu, varat mani atspaardiit ^w^

baibai<3

SICKNESS

SURPRISE!! I'M ILL ONCE AGAIN!!
And sick right for the tests~
i'm unhappy.

REALLY UNHAPPY.
WHY YOU ASK?
it should be nice being sick and not going to school, lying lazy in your bed with your PC ..
BUT IT'S NOT.

#1- WHILE I'M SICK I WON'T SEE MY DAAAAAARLIIIN~ .. TTnTT
#2- I FUCKIN HATE MEDICINE ..
#3- my family members are gonna make me feel like in HELL .. no lying in bed, no internet, NO TV
#4- I already miss him
#5- MEDICINE .. it sucks.
#6- school is pretty much fun, I'll miss my friends (through I don't have many, but these few special people make my everyday full of joy)
#7- I WANT TO SEE HIM. HUG HIM.
#8- well .. late for tests .. that means - AFTER HOURS WHEN I'LL BE BACK AT SCHOOL
#9- I really hate sitting home. I REALLY HATE IT. why .. WHY ..
#10 - WAAAAAAAAAH I MISS U


so .. here's a photo of all my medicines/drugs I have to take 3x a day. That really sucks




NINE DIFFERENT STUFF 3 TIMES A DAY .. hopefully my throat will heal soon ...


AND NOW SOME GOOD NEWS

I DECIDED TO SHOW YOU SOME STUFF I DO AT SCHOOL - DRAWING LESSONS ..
this is a sketch of David's head.
Done in about 1,5 hours .. (one lesson is 40 minutes, drew it in two)

soo .. this is kind of a result .. probably ..




sorry for the bad quality. hopefully you'll see something .. XD
meh .. I could do better .. I just don't try anymore .. =_=

i'm sleepy.
no.
I'm tired.
but i don't want to sleep ..
it looks like online manga waits for me~

bai bai
thanks for your attention<333

PS
HERE'S A JOKE FOR YOU GUYS

-Hey grandpa, the spring has come!
-what, what did you say?
-THE SPRING HAS COME!
-WHAAT?
-THE SPRING!!
-WHAAAAAAT?????
-gosh, CAT'S ARE FUCKING!
-ohoho~ probably the spring has come ..

(my grammar suckz ballz of steel)

Alice Alice

yesterday, I finally saw Alice in Wonderland 3D

SOME RANT/CRITICS

well first minutes after the movie I thought that this is definitely be my new favorite movie of the month .. well .. but there are some things i disliked.

Characters 10/10
Design-of-everything 9,5/10 (well some epic stuff ..)
Actor play 9/10 (Anna Hathaway ruined everything)
Idea 8,5/10
Story line 6,5/10 ...

why ..? IT WAS TOO EPIC.
Seriously, Tim Burton, I think you could do better .. MUCH BETTER.

Before I went to see the movie, I tried to avoid all the spoilers and stuff that could tell me something about the movie itself .. So I went without any idea about it (actually I thought it's gonna be the original story made more interesting and blablabla) .. But it was a "TO BE CONTINUED" of the "Alice in Wonderland" children book .. and it was worse than expected. Evil Red Queen versus Good White Queen?.. The mighty dragon?.. A KNIGHT WHO SAVES EVERYONE? oh come on. They ruined the idea of the original story. TIM BURTON WHY DID YOU DO THAAAAAAAAAT..!! well, at least that movie saved me from my art-block while drawing Red Queen and Mad Hatter .. and it made me smile .. and that cute cheshire cat .. and I had fun with my friends .. and that cute cheshire cat .. and effects were pretty good .. AND THAT CUTE CHESHIRE CAT .. :3

In few words - It was pretty good. And I don't regret that I went to see it.

TOTAL 8,5/10
(sorry, I'm an ass judging this movie, but I really wanted to .. here you have a cookie if you read it *gives a cookie to every reader* .. hopefully somebody read this .. or else these cookies will be wasted .. )

and now some fan-sketches .. drew an hour after the movie while going home by train .. just a fast made crap, so please don't critique it too much, I know it's ugly .. bwah




THANKS FOR PAYING YOUR ATTENTION! <333

OTRAIS IERAKSTS

WHY HELLO
iipash sveicies SUSIM *glomp*


oh god .. I searched for that button "add a new journal" for about ten minutes .. =_=

so .. actually all I wanted to say - I F*CKING LOVE WINTER, I ENJOY IT 100000% MORE THAN LAST YEAR

why you ask?

CAUSE THERE IS 1 METER SNOW!!!!! KYAAAAAH

sum pictures



ohh beautiful sea ...



AND THIS IS HOW THE TREES LOOK LIKE! <333



and that's me standing on a little (about meter high) ice hill .. the sun shines bright and everything sparkles just like in some super-cute shiny dreams (oh oh horrible sparkles .. my eyes are still in pain)



and this is a pretty weird picture .. well .. um .. IDK .

parasti vasaraa sheit ir uudens .. un neviens so lielo pusmetra dzilo sniega lauku nav izstaigaajis .. tas izskatiijaas tik magiski skaisti - viss balts, un NEVIENAS peedas! ahh kaads kaifs bija to visu izbojaat ar savaam kaajaam XD
visdiivainaakaa bija sajuuta, pa to staigaajot un iedomaajoties, ka parasti te ir uudens .. pats labaakais - viss ir aizsalis liidz pat 3. seeklim! vasaraa ar mokaam aizkuljos savaa suniskajaa peldeesanas stilaa, bet te - aizcaapoju un pie pashas malas (kas ir diezgan biistami, un kops peedeejaas reizes sodien, kad uzkaapu un viena gabala, un tas saaka krakskeet .. labi, ka aiz baileem lecu uz atpakalju, savaadaak buutu nogrimusi uudenii!!) .. un staavot uz malas bija skaidri redzams, cik DZILSH uudens zem kaajaam patieiibaa .. biedeejoshie kontrasti - gaish sniegs, un tumsh dziljsh juuuurs ... boo hoo

un nu peedeejaa bilde ...

TA DAAAAH



I LOVE YOU, WINTER AND SNOW, THE SEA AND SKY!!!!!
(do you see that little heart I made? .. It's for my beloved sea .. and snow .. and paramour .. lalala XD )
ok ok I'll shut up...



I FEEL BETTER THAN EVER. SERIOUSLY. last two weeks I was ill, and not seeing the sky made me pretty depressive .. BUT NOW I'M PLEASED THAT I CAN LIVE, GLAD ABOUT MY EXISTENCE AND I'D FEEL PITTY IF I DIED NOW. life can be wonderful as well!!

I'm still listening to Múm and wondering, why do I even like them so much ..? ... eh.




one more thing - last two nights, my BFF DRAATULE stayed at my place .. it was fun ^^
through I think none of you is interested in stuff we did XD that's why I'll keep my mouth shut.
AND THANKS TO HER I drew four ridiculous comics .. and maybe someday when my scanner finally will be fixed, I'll update them here~

hopefully you all have a great winter mood, if not, *hug*, CHEERS
have fun everyone, cuz life is short! and we have to enjoy it to the end!!

bai bai <33333