ARTZ.

FINISHED. FINALLY IT'S FINISHED.
and it means I can stop making these monkey faces and let myself call a "dork, you'll never make it !!" ufufu



this is how it looked this morning ...



AND NOW. this is the full image .. hehe lol ..
(will continue Latvian)
taa .. teema ir kautkaada tur "Telpa" .. konkreetus nosaciijumus vairs neatceros, bet itkaa Telpa, kuraa iedvesmojos utt utml. (baigais fufelis) ..
kopumaa meeginaaju atteelot telpu - tukshu un vienveidiigu, bet ar bezgaliigiem griestiem, kuros lidinaas manas domas, sapni, idejas utt. es pati esmu tur, apakshaa- mazais susliks. (ja kaadu interesee, var palasiit sho spamu) taatad. ko es gribeeju ar to visu teikt - vislabaak, visdetalizeetaak un realistiskaak ir daba, kas mani iedvesmo visvairaak, taa ir radiijusi mani, manas domas un uzskatus. augstaak, gaishaako tonjos vieglaa miglaajaa ir cilveeki - dazaadi ar visdazaadaakajaam emocijaam (lab lab, vini tur ir tikai seshi .. bailes unizmisums, dusmas un naids, prieks un apmierinaajus, protests un ticiiba, iemiileeshanaas un kaisle, un sesto varat saprast kaa gribat. lol. ) taa kaa cilveeki ir visdazaadaakie, kaa arii ne vienmeer "cilveeki" ... meeh, mans nemaaceet teikt domas. ko vinja censhas pateikt ir tas, ka apkaarteejie vinju ietekmee ar visu visaas jomaas un domu liimenjos - vinji meedz vinju izmainiit, padariit labaaku vai nosleegtaaku. vinju apkaarteejo riiciibas un izskats iedvesmo, veido un vada. kaa arii pastiprina vinjas uzskatus. bet taa kaa cilveeki vinjas aciis tomeer nebeedz buut tikpat reaali un iisti kaa daba un dziivnieki, vinji izbaal kkur zilajaas taalees. pa vidu ir austinjas, taas, skaidrs - raksturo muziku. bez taas mana dziive buutu elles elle, pagaidaam taa ir tikai tiikama elle.
un pashaa augshaa, debesiis, ir mani personaazhi, iedomu radiijumi, sapnji. tie pastaav tikai manaas domaas un sirdii, ja kaads loti veelas, varu kaadu ielaist arii vinjeejo praataa (par sekaam neatbildu !!). ieziimeeju tikai 15, visvieglaak uzziimeejamos, ja man naaktos ziimeet visus, es laikam nojuugtos hehe. tur, starp personaazhiem ir viegls meenestinjsh, starp zveeriem - saule. shie abi objekti raksturo netveramos sapnjus un ikdienas realitaati. tas baalais koks pa virsu saulei - dziiviiba. (patiesiibaa taas ir veenas, bet nu saukshu to par baltu koku). dziiviibas sazarojums, tas, kas liek muusu sirdiim puksteet un smadzeneem domaat. kaapeec gan tas ir balts?.. tur jau ir naakamaa doma - kraasu spektra viiiiiiduuus. zemaak, saak jaukties visas kraasas, to apvij shii "koka" galvenaa un vieniigaa sakne, kas taas novada ljoti koncentreetaa veidaa apakshaa staavoshajaa suslikaa. ko es centos ar visu sho muldeeshanu pateikt - itin viss, kas atrodas man apkaart un manii iekshaa, mani iedvesmo, vada un veido. un taas nav monekulas vai atomi, nee, taas ir kraasas un emocijas, ko var redzeet un just. veelmes, sapnji, realitaate un rezultaats - tas ir tas, kaa deelj elpoju un ciinos. taa esmu es un mana telpa. telpa, kuraa norisinaas shie procesi.
telpa, kuraa norisinaas dziiviiba, un veelaak arii atvadas no taas. kaadu dienu, kad visi mani buus aizmirsushi, sho telpu ienems cits un turpinaas pilnveidot sevi.



augsha. tur juus varat redzeet manus personaazhus, cilveeku sejas (uuuglyy) .. un meenestinju, kas simbolizee nakti un vienlaiciigi sapnjus un iedomas.



VIDUS~ .. dziivnieki, kraasas, radiijumi utt.



I like this part the most - BIRRRDIEEES~
ja kaaadu interesee, viss ir veikts akrilaa ar nedaudz akvareli (putni ir ziimeejumi ar akvareli un peec tam liimeeti virsuu, taapat kaa rozes.) ir izmantoti arii kriitinji, flomasteri un markieri. un ziimulis (viennoziimiigi)

THANKS FOR READING THIS NIGHTMARE.
THANKS FOR VIEWING THIS FAILURE (es tieshaaaaam cereeju, ka iznaaks labaak. un taa kaa nomociijos ar sho darbu kaadas piecas dienas, un rezultaats nav nemaz tik labs, tapeec noskatos uz to kaa uz kaarteejo skolas darbu, kas agraak vai veelaak tiks paargrunteets un uz taa kraasots kas cits.)
nyaa.
man nesanaaca taas bildes apgriezt pareizi, sowwy par sagaadaatajaam neeertiibaam.



ME IS REALLY THANKFUL. THANK YOU !! <3

ARTZ WIP

LOOKIE WHAT I'M WORKIN ON RIGHT NOW:





vakar uztaisiiju raami, kas ir 1m x 2m (mos pat bik lielaaks), uzliku audekli, nogrunteeju ...

un sodien jau saaku darbu !!
MUAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAAA
MEGALONAIAAAAAAAH

patiesiibaa man tas jaapabeidz jau riit, jo ceturdien skolaa skate gatavajiem darbiem ...
es pat nezinu, kapeec peekshni sagribeejaas tik lielu formaatu, ka tas pat manaa istabaa neielien ... tapeec esmu spiesta straadaat darbniicaa =___=
haha ... man jaastraadaa, bet seezu netaa .. cik .. nozeelojami ..

nyaaa. labi, ka saslimu, savaadaak nebuutu atnaakusi shii mega formaata veelme.
teehee.

un NEE, es negribu vinneet to suuda konkursu. patiesiibaa to daru tikai deelj pashizpausmes, iedvesmas un drausmiigaas veelmes kaadam iebaazt to sejaa. haa. lai gan nemaz nebuutu tik slikti, ja sho 2-metriigo kacinju vareetu apskatiit arii citi lol ..

riit ielikshu arii gatavaa darba foto ... tik nez, vai izdosies pienaaciigi uznemt .. kosmisks formaats lol ...

man pat skiet, ka saaku krist panikaa, jo nezinu, vai tikshu galaa .. heh. redzeesim. ^^

WISH ME LUCK !!

SKUMJAS.

ŠODIEN

ŠODIEN NOLĒMU IZIET
PLUDMALĒ

ŠODIEN NOLĒMU SLĪKT DOMĀS
PAR TEVI

ŠODIEN NOLĒMU IEKOST
SEV LŪPĀ

ŠODIEN

ŠODIEN ES RAUDĀŠU.

RĪT REDZĒSIM

REDZĒSIM, KO MAN ATNESĪS
RĪTDIENAS VIĻŅI

REDZĒSIM
UN JUTĪSIM.


∆ ∆ ∆

Arrive alive

Would you be there
Be there
Be there for me ?

It's a rainy day
I'm sitting on my couch

just like every evening

smiling
laughing
hysterical crying
because this must be


I just have to bear it.

I can feel it inside me
All my organs are symmetrical
two legs, two arms
I could just split in two ...
I could just live on peacfully ...
two bodies, two souls one heart - why can't we separate?
everyone wants to keep on living ..
nobody wants to die
nobody wants to give away its heart


I won't lie to you
I just need to get another heart
to shine forever within the stars
or rusted and forgotten lay on the ground.


so I'll just keep on living one life with two eyes that see different
walk with two legs in different directions
and one day I'll tear my heart apart

and die
and die
and die again and again.


the door handles to my heart stopped moving years ago.
but still - would you
be there
be there

?

THE LAST AIRBENDER IS A PIECE OF CRAP

MOVIE "THE LAST AIRBENDER" SUCKS BALLS.

SERIOUSLY.
I'm a lover of the anime .. but a hater of this movie.

CAUSE -
no funny parts,
Momo's not cute,
Sokka's not funny,
Aang is too serious and fat,
ACTORS CAN'T PRETEND
AND THE DIALOGS WERE JUST .. JUST HORRIBLE !!

well, at least there were some beautiful scenes .. like water bending .. AND NOTHING MORE.

SERIOUSLY GUYS, I'M NOT HAPPY.
AND WHEN I'M NOT HAPPY, JOHNNY'S NOT HAPPY.
WHEN JOHNNY'S NOT HAPPY, HE KILLS PEOPLE !
and sometimes little puppies.

D:



GWAH.

esmu patiesi viilusies tajaa filmaa. ljoti. man nepatiik ne izveeleetie aktieri, teelojums bija beernudaarznieku liimenii, daudz neveiklu sceenu, kas to padariija to veel kretiiniskaaku .. kaa arii dialogi bija .. truli .. un latvieshu sliktais tulkojums veel jo trulaaks .. meeh .. CERU, KA TRESHAA DALJA BUUS LABAAKA. jo par otru man pilniigs pofig.

1 no 5 *****
NEIESAKU.

~*ASN*~

放課後保健室 ~ AFTER SCHOOL NIGHTMARE

when I finished reading After School Nightmare, my first thought was "WHAT AN AWESOME STORY, WHAT AN AWESOME ENDING .. "

Everyone who likes wicked stories should read it.
There's a touch of horror and psychology, a beautiful romance, gender-bender, fantasy and some action. It's quite amazing - I like the story and the plot a lot .. The only thing I disliked is that love-triangle (through it was necessary) .. Lovely style .. Amazing ending (it surprised me a lot) ...
so .. what's ASN about?
Ichijo Mashiro (he's either a girl or a boy .. he hates his female side, that's why he lives as a male. but that causes tons of problems ..). He and fellow classmates are enlisted in a mysterious weekly class that takes the form of a shared nightmare. Serving as a therapy for all the warped children. The terrifying sessions also challenge what Ichijo Mashiro truly desires.

Short - It's a manga about studens lacking the courage to accept themselfes for who they are or what they were. Mashiro can't live on with his inbetween body, one girl got violated when she was a kid (that's why she hates men and so on), another one has lost herself in the lifes of others ... And in this so called "DREAM CLASS" they have to over come their fears and problems to get a key, reach the next level (get graduated) and .. (read !! I won't spoil anymore !)

IT'S A REALLY GOOD STORY, I got totally sucked in it and was surprised about how it ended .. really .. it's damn good .. (maybe the first chapters will seem a bit weird, but trust me - the more you read the better it gets. not only the plot, but also the art. now i'm quite fascinated by it.)

If someone decides to read it, HAVE FUN. IT'S AMAZING. IT'S GREAT.
and there's no ecchi stuff, so do not fear if your parents sit near you XD
there are only 39 chapters, I completed reading it in about four days .. (hm if we count about 3-4 hours a day .. ) teehee



ahaha Mashiro is all red now =w=

~<3

Mo No No Ke

Tikko pabeidzu skatiities anime MONONOKE....
un viss, ko varu pateikt - SKAISTI.

skaisti staasti, apbriinojamas grafikas, perfekta animaacija, briinumaina muzika .. un skaistas beigas ..


domaaju, ka MONONOKE man ierindosies starp miilaakajaam animeem, veel pie tam, top5 ...
dieviigi .. gruuti ko taadu teikt, bet - anime IR labaaka par mangu .. paarsteidzosh teikums, jo parasti ir otraadi .. bet te .. ARGH KAADS KAIFS skatiities uz kraasaam, foniem, noskanaam! ...
nemaaku izteikt vaardos, kaadu iedvesmu man MONONOKE sniedza ..


SIRSNIIGI IESAKU visiem, kam patiik gari, sizofreenija, exorcisms, fantastika, kraasas, 2D atteels, haikas, haotika, sapni un murgi .. kaa arii daudzveidiiba un japaanas klasiskaa maaksla.
man loti patika. LOTI.
(ja kaadu ieinteresee un nevar atrast linkus, kur ielaadeet, jautaajiet komentaaros .. liidzeeshu ar struntiigu, bet noderiigu lapu ..) :3

Neko daudz teikt nevaru, jo veeljoprojaam esmu kaa apburta (paarsteigta, ka tas izraadiijaas labaaks nekaa cereets), kaa arii tas nav vaardos raksturojams - katram pasham jaaredz savaam aciim.


IELIKTAA BILDE LAPAS SAAKUMAA - "mononoke" galvenais teels, kursh sevi saukaa par zaalju paardeveeju. kopaa ir tikai 12. episodes, katras episodes beigaas ir noderiiga informaacija par japaanas miitiem un raadiito simbolu noziimeem. re kaa - ne tikai iedvesmo un priecee, bet arii maaca .. ^^

WAH WAH WAH SO MUCH STUFF HAPPENED ...
lab, rakstiishu labaak latviski, savaadaak veel saakshu spamot liekus vaardus ar savu struntiigo anglu valodu (nevaru apgalvot, ka latvieshu man labaaka ... XD )

PUNKTS NR. 1 - ESMU OFICIAALI LEGAALA.
tas ir vnk neticami .. ja pirms gada es nezinaaju, man atbildeet uz jautaajumu "cik tev gadu?" - ka itkaa ir 16 vai tomeer 17, tad tagad man buus jaaizveelas jau starp triis cipariem - 16, 17 un 18 ... GAAAAAH UN MAN JAU GUUZHA SAAAAAP
haha pasee 18, praataa - 6 ... taisniiba vien ir ... *facepalm*


PUNKTS NR. 2 -



SHAADA BIJA MANA SEJAS IZTEIKSME KAADAS MINUUTES PIECAS, kad shoriit no vecaakiem dabuuju paarsteiguma daavanu dz. dienaa .. (es tiem teicu, ka man nu tieshaam neko nevaig .. ) BET SHE TEV - aizved mani chetros no riita uz Siguldu tipa saulleektu skatiities .. i was like "wtf" un vienlaiciigi "eh whatever, at least i'll have a chance to sleep in fresh wet grass ...."
atbraucam uz Siguldu - tur taads jauks kalninjsh .. saule jau paceelusies virs horizonta, un uz taa sasodiitaa paugura - LIELS RAIBS BALONS. BALONS!! BALONS!!!! BAAALOOOONS!!!!!!!!! un migla.

es nemaaku uzrakstiit tobriideejos iespaidus, kad paceelos virs kokiem un veeroju miglu, riitu, putnus un visu paareejo no augshas .. ahhhh TIE SKATI TIE SKATI!!!!! cik labi, ka liidzi bija fotoaparaats .. =w= tikliidz salaadeeshu bildes kompii, sapostoshu dazhas arii te ^^
AHH taa telpa ... taada briiviiba .. un mees bijaam kilometru augstumaa virs ikdienas ... tajaa briidii, skatoties lejaa uz mezhiem, pilseetaam, riita rosmi man atgriezaas apskaidriiba par to, ka katra probleema ir risinaama, veeljovairaak - probleemas ir tiirais nekas .. un iedvesma, TAA IEDVESMA!!!!! pilniigi taada sajuuta, ka tas lidojums aizbiedeeja visas manas liidzineejaas nesaskanjas manii iekshaa ...
ja nu vieniigais .. viens no braaliem nepaartraukti runaaja, otrs vemstiijaas un riistiijaas .. un teevs ir tik garsh, ka .. nuja. vinjsh ir vnk garsh XDDD lol
man patika. loti patika. lai gan bik garlaiciigi ... domaaju, ka man piemeerotaaks buutu izpletnis :P teehee
bet tas tieshaam bija kas negaidiits. kas vienreizeejs un neatkaartojams.


meeeeeh pazaudeeju domu .. kapeec vienmeer kaadam jaatnaak un mani jaaiztraucee?!... =_______=

laabi, taa, ....

PUNKTS NR. 3
esmu nezeeliigi prieciiga un pateiciiga visiem, kas ieradaas .. SEE YOU NEXT TIME
AAH! UN, ANETE, PALDIES TEV VEELREIZ PAR GENIAALO APSVEIKUMU XD I'm so in love with it

PUNKTS NR. 4
yaii man izdevaas pierunaat vecaakus .. (jautaasit - pierunaat kam?) BRAUKT UZ 3 DIENAAM PIE TAWRENJA UZ LAUKIEM

HELL YEAH. NEVARU VIEN SAGAIDIIT UZ SALDO TERORU.

Tikai zheel, ka liidz taam 3 dienaam mees neredzeesimies veel 10 dienas ; _ ;
nezeeliigi skumstu .. garlaiciigi .. pat meeginu straadaat vasaras darbus vai arii bezjeedziigi gulshnaaju visos istabas kaktos domaajot par tevi .. (ja kas, rokasspraadze man vislaik ir uzvilkta, iznemot uudenii, jo neveelos, lai apruusee .. paldies veelreiz par to .. taa ir briinumskaista)
ILU.<3

PUNKTS NR. PAZUDU STARP PUNKTIEM (ANETEI)
Nabadziite Draatule saslima ar vemstiishanaas viirusu .. tagad arii braalis .. un man pashai kaa nelabi ap duushu metas .. tapeec ar vecaakiem tomeer nekur shonedeel nebrauksim .. tapeec, peec idejas, varu mieriigi naakt liidzi tev, Anete, uz maakslas dienaam berga bazaaraa skiceet, bet nu paaraak novaargusi juutos .. labi, ka Gulbis to jau zin .. JA TU TO LASI PIRMS EJ UZ TAAM MAAKSLAS DIENAAM, luudzu padod zinju Gulbim, ka seezu maajaas noaargusi un gaidu, kad viiruss paarnems mani liidz galam TTnTT
tomeer loti ceru, ka liidz 5dienai viss buus labi, lai vismaz vienu dienu ierodos un kaut paaris skiciites uztaisu ... LUUDZU DOD MAN ZINJU, CIKOS 5DIEN JAABUUT TUR luuuudzuuuuuuuu
aa, un ja satiec Gulbja meitinju, nodosi plz vinai sveicienus no manis? :3
PALDIES JAU IEPRIEKSH ... YOU'LL GET A COOKIE >w<


SOOOOOOO ko veel es gribeeju piebilst ...
VASARA IR TIKPAT IISA, KARSTA UN NOZEELOJAMI MAINIIGA KAA DZIIVE, tapeec iemaacieties to izbaudiit par spiiti svelmei un priecaaties, kad naktiis ducina peerkons, zibens un veetra.
nee, nopietni.
pilniigi nopietni.
jaa.
nopietni.

...

man probleemas ar karstumu =____=

oh un veel kas ...
TIEM, KAM IESPEEJAMS KAUT NEDAUDZ INTERESEE MANAS SKICES (vai taadi maz ir? XD)
man skeneris ir nospraadzis, taapat, kaa iemiilotais kompis ar VISU MUZIKU, visaam filmaam, animeem un programmaam .. rakstu no vecaa kompja, kuraa ir nets un words .. un nekas vairaak ... BET TIESHI TAGAD MAN IR TIK DAUDZ ZIIMEEJUMU KO RAADIIT, TIK DAUDZ STAASTU, KO STAASTIIT UN ZIIMEEJUMU, KO APSTRAADAAT .. man pat ir "lodzinji" triis dazaadaam animaacijaam, kuras buutu saliidzinoshi aatri realizeet ar GoLive ... BET TAA PROGRAMMA MANAAS MAAJAAS VAIRS NEPASTAAV.
I'M REALLY PISSED OFF.
jaataisa vasarasdarbi, idejas un veelme ir, bet realizaacijas iespeejas - nav ... >__________________________________<
meh.







so ..
atceraties - par dziivi jaapriecaajas. un vasara ir perfekta iisiem un neaizmirstamiem mirkliem. tie atnaak, ja loti gribas un censhas to deelj ... taapat kaa dziive. NEPALAIDIET SHO GARAAM. luudzu.

nopietni <___<



wah sen tik daudz nerakstiiju lol ...

haha i'm dead

FUCK YES YOU LOOK AWESOME SOOOOO FRIKKIN HOOOOT

k i'm just bored. no inspiration. lately all i do is helping out in the garden, eat, sleep, sunbathing, sleep, swimming, eating and sleeping. I WANT TO DRAW BUT I HAVE NO INSPIRATION AND MY HAND THINKS ON IT'S OWN!!!!! GAAAAAAAH THESE HOT DAYS ARE SO HATEFUL!!

well, but i'm really happy that my friends will come to me tomorrow's tomorrow haha lack of words ..

k .. some more news ..
LAST WEEK I'VE BEEN READING A QUITE INTERESTING MANGA ! i can't tell it's good, cuz it's beginning is horrible, and, if you can stand this torture, in the middle there's gonna be a lots of laughing parts that are funny and ARE NOT. but the end .. IT'S AMAZING. I really never thought that this piece of .... will be THAT interesting, THAT AWESOME!! It really makes me think about my future, past and stuff i wished would happen .. CAN'T WAIT FOR >>GRANDE FINALE<< !!!!! IT MUST BE SUPERSPECIALAWESOME!! or else this world will end. it'll end on august 28th. IT WILL HOHOHOHOHUHUHUHU
so .. it's called MIRAI NIKKI
IF SOMEONE'S INTERESTED, YOU CAN FIND IT ON MANGAFOX.COM/


wishing you all sweet dreams-
FUNNY GUY AND I.

i'm the one who says "bam" at right, don't ask me who are the rest three. dunno.

LIIIIIGO LIIIIIIGO~~~

OOOO! SOMETHING GREAT HAPPENED!!
WOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO AHAHAHAHAHAAAAA HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHUHUHUHHUHUHUHUHUHHUHHHHUUUUUUUWAHAHAHAHAHAHA *villain laughter*

esmu tik drausmiigi prieciiga .. kapeec? .. JO BEIDZOT LIIGO UN JAANJUS SVINEEESHU AARPUS MAAJAS .. (esmu tik veca .. un peedeejos 16 gadus noseedeeju maajaas keediitee, un nu, beidzot, 17., vareeshu nosvineet ar labaakajiem draugiem uz pasaules .. paaris kilometrus no Igaunijas robezhas.. HAH) lai nu kaa, nevaru vien sagaidiit riidienu .. vieniigais, peec kaa iipashi neilgojos, ir chetru stundu brauciens ar autobusu. -_-
ceru, ka man slikti nepaliks.

esmu loti paarsteigta, ka mani tomeer palaida, jo veel neesmu liidz galam izveselojusies .. SHHHHHHHH tikai nesakiet to vecaakiem. ;)

hahahaaaa .... man naak miegs.
Tikko ar maati pabeidzaam taisiit jaanju sieru. ceru, ka Jaaaaanim garshos <3

ieshu tuuliit kraameet somu, un atpakal buushu tikai 25. juunija vakaraa YAYZ (vareetu arii ilgaak tur palikt .. bet labaak nemt kas ir, nekaa prasiit paaraak daudz, un nedabuut neko ..)

hOOOOOOOrrrAAAAAAYYYYYY

LAI JUMS JAUKI JAANJI! IZLIIGOJATIES TAA KAARTIIGI! neDZERAT! >w<